ma class is full of chinese
malay only 8 survivors but not tat close to sum of them
mus sit infront beside tha teacher
am i tat short?...ahakz
no lah,ma class all very tall
fun short i forgot to pose
buzy laughing...[laugh some more]
i hate math lesson coz of tha teacher
keep pickin on me
tha class was noisy jus now
then he scold but ppl ignore
i was listening to his lesson tha whole tyme
then he called ma name n ask me to shut up
wtf
crazy sia call wrong person name
anti me so much rite
then i wanna quit becomin vice president
wats tha use,i always help u then u always hate me
nowadays tis teacher mood swing
talk also wanna fight,can see his expression
after skool went to witnessed tha O level results
our skool did much better then tha past years
thumbs up fer Teck Whye
sec 4 express....96% manage to go poly
sec 5 acad.....81% manage to go poly
went home took 975
switch on tha comp
then sleep
tired sia
ma best bud pass....salute him fer tha hardwork
9:04 PM
tha 4 of us... Nazura n me.... tats all....fer more check it out at tha photo album
Here are sum of them...
me...ahakz diff. sia ma face
6:58 PM
went off ard 5 plus
meet them at Heeren
thought wanna watch hide n seek
but im sure they all dun wan
mayb i watch wit someone else
tired sia
walk here walk there
wanna buy fer ma sis tha quiksilver lenyard but no money
didnt buy anything today
no mood to shop
mayb next time
kinda broke now
if ma 50 bucks were not lost,tat would be good
but wat to do...
no luck fer me tis february
ma body aching
ma sore throat cumin back
lyke gonna be sick soon
tats all
wanna rest
10:40 PM
no 2.4 fer PE
yeah ....
sprain ma ankle....
play ard sumore....padan muke,ahakz
pain sia...
mly lesson mus sit outside coz i came in late
rush home after skool
put ma bag,bath then went skool again
tha foyer was quite crowded
well went to ITE Dover open house jus now
walk ard
sum skool were there too
all tha gals there very action
step pretty only
hate them....stare here,stare there
get sum goodie bag
inside only plain water n dunno wat thing
went clementi to eat after tat...
fun but im not on tha mood
i've been feelin down tis days
cant concentrate on ma studies
i jus dunno why
need someone who i can trust to talk too
emergency!!!
but who??
i wanna broke down into tears
cant take tis
i dunno wat to do wit ma lyfe
why cant i be happy lyke other ppl???
i dunno if i wanna go out tmr
im not in tha mood
i feel lyke shooting myself
i rather die then live in suffering
no one noes how i felt deep down
im really hurt
dunno wat to do
anyone can help me,i'll appreciate it....
gd luck fer those takin ur O level results on monday
especially to ma 1 n only fren
mus watch tha ex teck whyeans collect their results on monday after skool
8:30 PM
hate it man especially ma teachers
dun understand our situation
anyhow give us task to do
i hate ma cca n tha teacher too!!
arrgh!!!
she's always in tha mood swing
dunno why
cant give tha sec 4s a break
always ask us to take tha harder task
damn tis year cant take part in NDP
coz im busy wit N level
only can take part in skool
shit man...tat was ma dream of goin to stadium n take part in NDP
dunno if i wanna cum tmr coz i haf PE n 3 periods of Mly
i hear from other class tat we mus run 2.4
hate it man
but we're goin to ITE Dover after skool
yeah...
no girl guides
coz i dun wanna see tat teacher
i managed to do ma physics,math n social studies test
tmr there's another part of ss test
study later
damn i miss somebody
dun wanna msg him
everyday i will rite his name on ma wrist
think bout him everytime
tis will nvr end
jus haf to continue n wait fer him...
6:31 PM
ahakz somebody addict me to tis song....
u noe who u are....tanx
been buzy tis days
tmr there's 3 test....math,social studies and physics
math no hope fer me
i dun understand a single thing tat mr tan teach
always explain to the chinese ppl although they r gd at it
physics more boring
everytime lessons went on,i wanna ceep
cant do tis anymore....
i mus change
after march holidays,im gonna change...
do my hw
pay attention in class
haiya tmr all vice presidens mus sit behind by 7.25
so boring
jus now durin poa lesson,there's emergency goin on next class,4H
mdm masagos mus attend and do cpr [tink so]
whole class happy coz we've to bear wit her fer 4 period every wednesday....yeah
after sch went fer sum meeting fer guides
finish then went to syafiqah,sit wit her laugh non-stop
after tat went lot 1 wit them
then went home ard 5.30
tired sia....
k lah i wanna study
meet ya'll tmr....
10:29 PM
always side ma bro when she noes tat he's in tha wrong....
wats tha use of talkin to her when im always in tha wrong....
im broke now coz i lost ma 50 bucks last week...
jus gonna wait fer tis friday before i get ma allowance...
its no use livin in tis house
i rather wanna get out of tis house
tats why i lyke to hang out wit ma frens on sat
so i jus locked up myself in ma room fer today
now takin a break coz i've been doin ma ten-year series from jus now
i wanna pass my N level wit 4 points n go up to sec 5,wanna go poly
ate snickers frm jus now....
hear music non stop coz im stressed up
coz of ma family and boys tat im stressed up
jus leave me alone
cant take it
i rather live in sch then ma crib
i lyke goin to sch coz i can talk to ma frens and joke ard wit them
ma ex wanna go back to me
but i hate him already man
he played ma feelin when im wit him
i noe he's a playa
so dun try to cheat me wit ur pity look u got there
im sick n tired hearing of all ur excuses
u make ma heart bleed during Hari Raya
so jus get out of ma way
i wanna start a new life wit sumbody tat really loves me
i've someone in ma mind
jus gonna haf to wait fer him
March holidays are cumin
wohoo
im gonna practice more moves fer breakdancing n dancing
and go out tat whole week if im free
coz i noe sec 4 is a buzy year fer me
wanna hang out wit me jus leave a msg on tha tag board
gtg
see ya ard in skool
ma cough is gettin worse
no more flu
there's still sore throat
3:20 PM
to celebrate thinking day
so lame sia
boring
mus lead the junior singing n cheering
shout shout shout then no voice
cough cough cough then sore throat
when home ard 8 plus coz i hang ard lot 1 n bpp
then sumbody wanna catch me up to get my number
he cant coz i walk too fast fer him to catch up lyke im in tha hurry
ahakz
watever cant be bothered
coz im in love only wit him
so dun try to ask me to forget bout him coz i cant
watch Chingay on tv
so fun sia after tat coz can party on streets
wanna go but its lyke too late after i came back frm skool
my frens all went town n City Hall
damn wish i were wit them rather then stuck at home
sumbody plz entertain me...
so boring
10:58 PM
dunno why so hardwerkin
send many ppl u noe..
P.E mus run 100m within 17 sec
jus nice 17 sec i finish it coz my shoe gonna cum out so run a lil bit slower
still having cough,flu n sore throat...
help me leh
later tuesday on stage i cough paiseh
tomorrow mus go indoor stadium coz got event
release at 6.30 pm then wanna go town to meet up wit my peeps
gave the thing to him jus now
came home ard 7 coz raining
gonna do hw later
tmr there's chingay
town gonna be packed
nvr mind
still gonna go there
wanna follow jus holla at me
10:56 PM
stress man mus study many test....
as usual recess,i've no mood to eat
share wit ma frens....
keep coughin non-stop during lesson
1 week has past and im still sick
tomorrow no guides fer me...yeah
went home early jus now....
turn on ma laptop....
then there's virus
i've pass ma virus to tha comp....ahakz
tomorrow got P.E
i love friday coz lesser books to bring
but i hate ma 3 period malay lesson
damn bored man
and im sittin O level malay tis year
wish me luck coz im not too good in malay language...
11:41 PM
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby Said,
I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby,
I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me
You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
4:18 PM
in class no voice...
wanna talk also very hard....
ahakz....
tomorrow got poa n eng test....
gonna study later....
must do argumentative writtin...
btw i've change ma song....
so nice n specially goin out fer sumone out there....
i really love u....jus gonna wait fer u
after skool got girl guide coz Thinking's Day cumin....
haiz....
no voice n no mood tis days....
dunno why....
i've been thinkin....
i've always help ma frens in their probs,
but i cant help myself when im in tha same situation as them........
really will appreciate if i could talk to sumone....
i really love him but how long mus i wait fer him
wat if i dun get him
it will be tha worse nightmare
tis will nvr end till i get him
will it be a happy endin fer ma lyfe or will it not?
jus haf to wait n see
9:30 PM
well to skool a lil bit later then usual,dun noe why....
ma frens too came late...ahakz
drop off from tha bus went to tha meeting place...
saw his sis early in tha morning....
cant talk much coz my throat hurts...
i can jus smile n laugh....
so if ya see me jus smile at me....
poa test,i got 23.5/35 still mus go remedial....
today physics lesson make me wanna doze off....
so boring tha teacher....
being a vice president so troublesome....
need to bring tha class diary fer every lesson...
hate it....
keep coughin non-stop....
lyke wanna die lyke tat....
recess,sit wit tha 4f peeps....
coz i lyke to hang ard wit them rather then ma classmates....
i dun wanna eat but widya force me....
no mood to eat coz i lost my 50 bucks...
gtg now...
ma sore throat is gettin worsen...
9:59 PM
but kinda sad fer me....
sumbody stole ma 50 bucks....arrgh!!!
wanna cry....cant buy nike shoe tat i've been saving fer....
damn it....
saw ma ex wit her new gal....
break wit me to go fer tat gal.....
break ma heart in front of me....
never mind....i love sumone else
in school during recess,bought sum lollypop and gave 3 person...ahakz cant tell who they're
write sumtink on ma class vengard sheet....
lucky no one noes wat i wrote especially ehem....
if not paiseh already....ahakz
i still had a flu and sore throat....
during english period,we haf a debate....
i cant really talk much coz of sore throat....
maybe next year i'll get a chance to celebrate a meaningful Valentine's Day....
today jus not in tis valentine's day mood....
lost ma 50 bucks...
saw ma ex wit his new gal...
lost ma voice....
has a flu....
tis saturday gonna see Chingay Parade if tyme permits....
anybody wanna follow jus holla at me....
tats all fer now....
4:27 PM
got sum function goin on....
so boring....
i was goin to sleep there....
i only noe how to eat....
i lyke fat already seh....
always eat non-stop.....
well today my fren anniversary wit his gal....
jus wanna say stay together always....
k lah im tired....
wanna sleep....
tomorrow valentine's day....haiz
im gonna be bored....
maybe next year im gonna celebrate....
i wonder who's the lucky guy to celebrate wit me fer my 1st tyme....
hehe....
6:07 PM
jus came home....
had fun but to tiring....
walk here walk there....
im getting flu and cough now....im sick
went out at 2....
wait fer sakina n nazura under the void deck....
take 307 to interchange....
renew nazura ez-link....
take mrt to jurong east....
meet widya n mira....
then went bugis...
listen to my mp3 in tha train coz very boring....
reach there and eat our lunch at ljs....
meet fida there....
then went inside village to look fer pants....
i bought 1 coz im runnin out of pants....ahakz
then went parco bugis junction and took neo prints....funny
after tat take bus no. 7 and went to town
i wanna find sumtink at tha quiksilver shop but all not nice....
then went far east....
mira wanna buy clothes....
by the tyme we went out of far east,it is already 7 plus...
i was getting tired by tat tyme and kinda sleepy....
went Heeren and walk2....
then slack at Ngee Ann....
i went inside while the rest wait outside....
went up to the last floor,but he's not there....
haiya,then went back down and they all wanna go home...
i took 190 while the rest took mrt...
went home very tired and sleepy...
think wanna sleep now....
bye
10:00 PM
went to skool....
not feelin well.....wanna faint lyke tat
but still do P.E....
do long jump....
run 2 rounds around tha skool gate....
then afternoon,there's guides....
lazy wanna go but still go....ahakz
practice footdrill....
then after tat....
sit at tha canteen....wit tha sec 3
ask me to go lot 1 wit them....
so i follow....
wait fer their fren....so long
sleepy already....
then his sister also there....
sit behind me some more.....
then she went off wit her fren....bubbye
went out of skool around 6....
then i was lyke one of their frens already coz i already noe them....
talk,talk,talk....
walk till tha C.C bus stop....
carry tha books fer 1 of them....
bully me only....hehe
go home from lot 1 around 6.30....
went home i bath then sleep....
so tired....
tomorrow wanna go out....
stress already.....
10:01 PM
dunno if im goin to skool tomorrow....
well jus came back from town alone....ahakz
meet him at 1 to lend ma hp to him....
his boo so pretty....
then take 190 go city hall....
walk2 around esplanade coz im stressed out...
and now im sick....
then take mrt went to town....
all tha shop close but still alot of ppl walk here walk there....
sat goin out...
tink so....
dun wanna sit at home....
wanna go out and have fun wit ma frens....
tink wanna watch 50 First Date at Youth Park...
see 1st lah if im sick,how to watch....
boring....
nobody msg me....
wats tha use of having hp....
tomorrow got P.E....
must run again some more....
arrgh im sick....
stressed out!!!
sumtink on ma mind....
dun care im still goin to skool tomorrow....
not in tha mood to have fun wit ma frens....
im sick and hurt....
so i'll jus keep quiet....
and ma face will not be too happy tomorrow...
8:45 PM
kept thinking bout him...
i really love him....
but....
he's attached...
im not gonna disturb him....
but how long must i wait fer him...
he stole ma heart away...
we're jus frens fer now....
in skool i kept thinking bout him...
everywhere i go,his face will appear....
he will entertain me every nite....
but not now coz he loves his gal.....
i can only see his face in ma phone which he sends me....
i need someone to talk too....
i cant take tis....
after breakin up wit ma guy,
i have no one to talk too....
i cant depend too much on him....
he's too busy wit his work and his gal....
i dun wanna disturb them...
i think im goin out alone today....
jus to relieve ma stress....
i promise myself tat i'll wait fer him....
wish him gd luck fer his O level results....
cant talk much,im in pain....
my hearts bleedin...
wish i could meet him some day...
mayb i jus give him the presents tat i've bought fer valentine's day....
since i broke up wit my guy....
hope he'll accept it....
12:19 AM
K fine as you wish...
i dun need you anymore in ma lyfe...
wats tha use of havin you as ma stead if you dun even care bout me....
its a waste of tyme by goin to woodlands after skool jus to meet you....
and you wanna break wit me coz you r wasting ur tyme wit me....
wat a stupid reason man....
you spoil ma mood fer Valentine's Day....
and who tha hell am i goin to give tha presents tat i bought fer you....
jus go on wit ur lyfe....
i'll not bother you anymore....
now i can wait fer tha person tat i lyke...
even if it takes months....
i dun care....
6:46 PM
wanna go out,all ma frens lazy coz no money....
sakina went out fer chinese new year....
at least sumting....
im stuck at home doin nothing...
watch tv only....
lucky someone msg me.....
you noe who u r....ahakz tanx
wanna depend on ma guy,tomorrow also he wont msg me....
think wanna split wit him....
wanna wait fer someone....
i love him more then ma guy....
tomorrow anybody goin out, invite me also plz....hehe
till here then...i'll update more if im not lazy....
5:05 PM
So boring....concert sucks....
after concert went to tha foyer....
took oranges....
spit tha seed at fida....ahakz
went to macdonald and eat breakfast....
saw his sister there....miss him alot
told me not to msg him coz his gal use his phone....
well ok then....
went home and sleep till 6.30....
nazura msg me and ask whether i wanna go west coast and eat....
reach there around 9....
eat and eat and eat....
laugh non stop...
i got a stomach ache....
eat too much....
reach home ard 11 and watch Rat Race....
now dunno wat to do....
wanna go out tomorrow but wit who???
damn i miss him...
11:36 PM
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