its pouring
im feelin sick today
dunno if i can go to skool tmr
im feelin cold now
flu + fever
haiyo
i wanna vomit sia
tymes r bad fer me nowadays
missin him badly
not too good
im seatin here alone
nobody at home except fer ma kitty
hey i dunno if i wanna go KL Trip
its lyke i dun haf tha mood to go there
i noe its gonna be fun 4 days wit our frens
cant make decisions when im not feelin well
Sorry fer tha borin post fer today
im jus sick
cant think of anything
gonna finish up ma hw
See ya'll tmr if im goin to skool
3:40 PM
wat i haf to tell ya' fer today
today went to town
supposed to meet at 1 but u all noe lah
widya n gang always late want
meet up at Jurong East at 3
everybody dress up their own style
first stop 2 mkn lah
i complainin hungry
went 2 far East
dunno wat shop lah we eat at
very nice n all cost $16.60 fer 5 person meal
wid n i pay fer tha rest
hmm...
then we walk2 ard Far East
drizzlin sia went walkin towards Heeren
today is a wet day in town
go heeren do wat ar?
i forgot seh wat we do....
ouh saw hakiem
then we go youth park
got hip hop gig
most of them i recognised
lyke...
mizzia,feranza,tha prinze,rauzan,Sufty B,shariff n alots more
then got fight sia at there
dunno lah why
tha breakdancing performance was so cool
makes me wanna return to breakdancing as a hobby
2 ways performance was hot
especially shariff,
his voice damn nice
then went off to Ngee Ann
wid went offf wit taufik
left me,naz n sakina
we walk 2 lido mac
sit there
treat them eat n i tried cauppucino mc flurry
damn nice lah
addicted oleidi
then saw helmi
then we went off our separate ways
i took 190 went home
i watch spongebob movie coz ma bro was watchin it
very funny sia tha movie
today at town got many minah n tha mat reps
punk also many
dunno why
dun let them conquer town lah
later havoc seh
11:45 PM
Nazura
Widya
Mira
Fida
Sakina
u all were there fer me
u all give me hope
u all give me strength to go on
u all support me when i need help
u all were tha best
u all been thru thick n thin wit me
be ma listening ear
u all i can trust
I love u all
Zafirah
u too were there fer me
even though we dun noe much bout each other
u were lyke tha replacement of ur bro
he promise me to be ma best bud in which we will help each other when we need help
but i guess not
u read ma blog in order to update wats goin on wit ma lyfe
appreciate all tha things u've done fer me
give me advice
give me hope n strength to go on
i really trust u
ur tha best sis
I promise to give ya'll a treat
not tmr coz mira n zaf cant make it
mayb next time when everyone can come down together
coz tats all i can do as a appreciation fer wat u've done to me
u all are wat i call true frens
frens tat i can count on
it feels good to haf ya'll by ma side
The rest...
Maisyah
Nadia
Nurul
Pei Lin
Syafiqah
Luqman
Sufty B
*same goes here
u all were great
i dunno wat to do without u all
i feel lyke giving up if i cant solve those probs
lyke no one to turn too
i will not forget frens lyke u
u are frens tat i count on
Those whu hate me...
u can call me stupid coz frm express i went to normal acad
u can say tat i wanna act pretty in skool
u can say many ppl hates me in class
u can say many ppl are talkin behind ma back
u can prevent me from goin recess wit ma classmates
u can do watever u want
u can say watever u want bout me
as long as ur happy
act tat i dun exists in ur lyfe
im useles fer being ur fren
jus wish tat im dead
beat me to death
jus as long im not there 2 hurt ur feelings
i dun care
i dun even gif a damn
i will jus close one eye n act lyke nothin happen
i will jus ignore tat u're not exists
i will not let u freak get into ma head
i dun need frens lyke u
ppl are giving u advice
guess wat??
u cant take it
tis is lyfe man
u got to take wat ppl thought or say bout u
u jus cant win in every obstacle
No Offence Fer Anyone Out There
These are tha advice given by those ppl mention up there...
i will follow it...
11:50 PM
its a celebration....
wanna noe wat??
nothin lah actually
jus haf tis kind of feelin happy
n im crazy today wit ma frens after skool
sat goin out wit them....
if i get ma allowance early then mayb im gonna shop fer ma things
anyone wanna join??
if got extra money i gif ya a treat
skool as usual
got physics test today,
managed 2 do most of it
then went 2 sleep fer 15 min coz finish early n im sleepy
mly did nothin
she jus gave out tha edusave form fer KL Trip durin June holidays
plan wat 2 do there oleidi wit widya durin recess
she's tha coolest cuzin i haf
talk crap bout things
after recess there's math
faisal disturb me n pei lin
so we move seat to his place
joke n laugh ard wit renee n her
renee crazy sia today
sports day im takin up 100m n 4x100m lyke last year
i can run short distance only
ask pei lin n mindy 2 join me fer 4x100 coz they're good at runnin
netball grrls wat
the poa test
easy but mus understand tha ques. carefully
coz u might got tricked
then went off wit widya n gang 2 lot 1
walk2
eat at mac
then sit near tha lrt area
talk bout things
noe sumtink new bout widya...haha
very suitable leh u too...
then laugh2...
went home ard 4 plus
tmr holiday...yippee
can haf a rest then see if i wanna go out
there's so many movies 2 watch
let see....
6:50 PM
long tyme nvr update....
im tired lah tis dayz
u all noe rite im sick
so no mood 2 update....
Sunday>>>finish up ma hw,bought ma skool shoe n collect ma new specs....iron ma uniform n get ready ma things fer tmr lesson...holiday lyke so short,didnt enjoy tat much lah...buzy doin hw,1st tyme finish ma hw...told u im gonna turn over a new leaf...tats all fer sunday
Next...
Yesterday>>>had eng paper fer tha 1st two period,quite easy....managed 2 ans all tha question...hmm lets see wat else i did yesterday....mdm masagos collect holiday hw,after skool there's a movie review....watch "The Incredibles",kinda borin coz i've watched it but i try 2 haf fun...went home study math...did ma poa hw,iron ma uniform then get ready 2 go 2 bed....
Today....
math paper quite easy coz i've studied
use up a whole pkt of tissue coz im havin flu
havin breathe difficulty
cant believe i managed 2 study on ma own n catch up wit tha lesson....
physics i pay attention
wohoo
im beginin 2 pay attention in class
hmm...wat else
poa felt lil bit sleepy
im lyke seatin all tha way behind n cant hear a single thing
kept sneezing n sneezing especially early in tha mornin
sometimes sore throat
aaa...choo
there it goes again
contatct time see class photo
hate ma president
give all tha chinese see 1st
and im tha last 1 get 2 see it
fcuked up wit her sia...
always ask me 2 do things
cant she hold tha class diary fer a few days
why it mus be me always???
she only haf 2 take attendence early in tha mornin n tats it...
cant control our class noise pollution
wonder how she became class president since sec 1
aiyoh now feel a lil bit sleepy
got 2 revise fer chem test tmr...
wish me luck ayte...
**Lasty lyke to wish ma crazy cousin Widya a Happy 16th Bday Today!!!
lucky u i didnt join tha rest 2 sabo u coz im not feelin too good
5:30 PM
shouldn't come
get scolding even though im not in tha wrong
hate tat teacher
goin back early jus to look fer tat missing radio
wish ms lee was there
i dun even noe anytink n i get a scolding from her
its tat 2 gundu whu didnt keep tha radio rite???
demote me then
i hate 2 be a leader
i dun wanna be vice president too
i cant do all tha rite things
it will always be me who's in tha wrong
u let tha chinese walk away
tats not fair
bullshit!!!
if tis goes on,im not goin on to sec 5
i came jus 2 pleased u even though im sick
many did not came n jus wait n see if u punished them
except fer tha sec 3s as they r tired after tha camp
i wish i wouldn't be there yesterday
left skool ard 10 after her lecture
without eating fer tha whole day n feelin sick
im sick...
goin 2 haf a fever
sore throat n flu
quick all virus went into me
so i cant recover fast
n die
ppl dun need me anymore
wats tha use of living
ppl nvr appreciate wat i've done fer them
im jus lucky 2 haf those whu cares fer me...
appreciate tat alot
skool gonna reopen on monday
im not goin 2 joke ard lyke i use too
gonna haf a different lifestyle
not gonna be tha same old iqah
whu lykes 2 disturb her frens
im gonna do ma hw n pay attention in class
im not goin 2 be laughin n smilin often
wats tha use of puttin a fake smile
when i noe im not happy
n problems jus kept pouring all over me
ppl jus hate her rite??
lets jus see whether they lyke tha old or new kind of me
**signin off fer today
2:45 PM
there goes tha clock
in 4 hours tyme,im goin off fer tha campfire
haiz....
no mood
maisyah dun wanna go...
how???
i mus rap alone...
i dun even noe her lines....
i dunno wat 2 wear
tha theme is "70s"
kinda sleepy rite now
woke up ard 7.15
wash up
went 2 skool ard 8.35
physics lesson was boring
after tat went teck whye make ma new specs
yesterday was fun
meet ma frens at cck interchange
came punctual at 1.15 where we supposed 2 meet
not a single soul were there
waited n waited
1 by 1 appeared
roy was late...
he woke up when i came out of ma house
he say dun wanna follow then change his mind coz he wanna see his boo
reach there ard 2 plus
mdm masagos not there
when near tha kayakin area
3B were there n mr calvin tan
talk 2 him fer awhile
then walk ard tha chinese garden
so boring sia
went into tha Pagoda
7 storeys high
roy n i reach there 1st
joke ard while waitin fer tha rest
then we went off 1st coz we're goin town
took mrt went 2 boon lay
eat banquet
went off to jurong east interchange
met muhaimin
took 105 n off we go to town
1st stop to Pacific Plaza
wanna buy quik slippers but mayb next time
no mood 2 shop
then went to Heeren
after tat muhaimin wait fer zaki
he came wit his frens
one of them is yan
so from there we walk 2 Far East
roy bought a buckle belt
then we went off ard 8.45
we thought wanna go to tha sec 3 campfire
then roy lazy dun wanna go
haiz...
now im sleepy
i dun wanna go campire tonite
im dead tired
help me...
arrgh...
i've sore throat
cant talk much
flu too
haiyo
sick n tired...
3:00 PM
sittin here infront of ma laptop
thinkin bout him
only him
miss him so much
i dunno how long i can wait fer him
but i will wait fer him even if it takes tyme
many ppl say tat im wastin ma tyme waitin fer him
coz he really luvs his 1 n only gal
tis wouldn't happen if....arrgh!! forget bout it
wat if i nvr get a chance 2 be wit him???
surely im gonna get hurt
there's nvr gonna be a cure fer tis
waitin fer him is not easy
cant msg him
coz i dun wanna disturb him
wat if he dun wanna go of his gal???
its gonna be a nightmare fer me
tats gonna haunt me down fer tha rest of ma life
he's different from other guys
he's responsible
he's caring
he's hardworkin
i dunno wat more i can say bout him
there's too many things 2 describe bout him
everyday n night
every min n sec
without fail
i would think bout him
cant get his face out of ma mind
his name is engraved in ma heart
n it would nvr be replaced
he has change me fer tha better ever since i noe him
well i jus continue waitin fer him
let tis journey continues
it will nvr end...
**Specially written by me
im sick...
stay at home today
gonna do ma hw
thurs mayb gonna follow Pei Lin n gang
if im not sick
goin visit mdm masagos at tha campsite at Chinese Garden
wanna watch you got served again
jus love tat movie
**fer tha sec 3 ppl,enjoy ur camp tomorrow
haf fun there
dun forget bout me....hehe
2:45 PM
took a bath n change 2 ma uniform
took 190 went 2 skool
kinda late n rush 2 tha skool foyer
sit accordin to index no.
board tha bus n went off to Jurong Island
long journey
mus get down 2 scan ourself coz tha security is very tight
sit in tha bus n went off fer a tour ard tha island
then went fer lunch
kinda borin
after tat went home
then met nazura at cck n went to catch a movie at town
took 190,slept in tha bus
went 2 lido fer 4.45 show
funny show
laughin all tha tyme
but it would be great if more ppl would join us
went home ard 7 plus coz im tired
im sleepy
wanna ceep early
chow
got tons of hw need 2 be completed
im sick
flu
sore throat
damn
holidays borin
friday mus do tha rap thingy
hope ma sore throat gone
9:25 PM
borin week
todays last day of term 1
next week holiday
yeah
monday goin Jurong Island fer geog trip
then mayb goin town 2 catch a movie or sumtink
friday there's science remedial and at nite there's campfire at Bukit View
gonna put up our rap item
damn i dun wanna rap tat song
paiseh sia
lucky got maisyah n me to rap
PE played games n run 2 rounds only
then ss mdm pua didnt cum so i dunno tat teacher name take over
malay did newspaper readin only
then there's tis guy kept lookin at me wherever i go
hate him man
stop lookin at me!!
so irritating
recess ate chicken chop as usual
poa n eng was quite enjoyable
then go to hall fer a briefing
clear away our books
bring them home
after sch guides jus suck
no mood sia
dunno why
ma face turn frustrated bout sumtink
most of them ask me why im in bad mood
i also dunno why
before tis i was laughin ard madly
then i become quite
did nothin
jus sit n chit chat
waste ma tyme
**to ma lil sis....
i will help u if u need help
not bcoz i lyke ur bro k
its jus tat sumtymes i pity u
try 2 overcome ur prob
i noe its hard
jus be strong
i'll be here fer u
11:08 PM
mr tan didnt come again...yeah
joke ard
eat sweets
physics was borin
ma eyes were too heavy to open
sleep a while
english,mdm masagos praise us fer yesterday cooperation durin combined lesson wit 4e n 4f
yeah...she said we're angels...ahakz
im tha devil...ahakz
recess ate fish n chips
quite crowded
bring tha whole chilli bottle from tha queue
poa i pass ma test but not satisfied coz i noe i can do better then tat
need to go remedial tis thursday
durin contact tyme,got our result slip
ahakz....cant tell how much i got fer 3 best subject
i didnt expect 2 get tis kind of marks
well i mus werk harder
there's talk durin assembly
i did not pay attention
talk n joke to farhanah fer tha whole tyme
told her bout sumtink
she has tha solution to tha problem
anywae im gonna tell ma sis bout it sooner or later after i confirm tat its true
dun wanna make any mistake
after sch need to attend math remedial
while waitin,widya n gang played along tha corridor
she carried a stick dunno from where
then i walked pass her wanna go to ma class
smiled at her n she hit me wit tha stick on ma hand
pain sia...wat did i do wrong
innocent sia...wanna cry but i control
very tha pain.....coz she hit rite on ma bone
i've no flesh to protect from tha pain
ouch...now blue black liow
she still can laugh sayin sorry
then went home ard 3.40
goin towards tha bus stop,she hit me on ma back....2 tymes somemore
nvm im gonna revenge her in 2 weeks tyme durin her bday
watch i tell ya'......wakakaka
ma laptop got virus already
im not supposed 2 use tha net
hahak....stubborn
see ya tmr...
5:40 PM
kinda sad to hear tat story
should i tell her??
after all she's ma lil sis
i dunno
i dun wanna be involve
i need her trust not to tell others
wanna tell her but im afraid tat it would become more worst
haiz...
ma sis got her A level result on friday too
yeah she passed but didnt qualified to enter university
girl guide suck on tat day
ms lee came in scolding us
two hours in tha classroom gettin lecture
wow i didnt noe tat i can be tat patience sittin in tat classroom fer two hours
i've become more patience since i waited fer tat someone
today
assembly there's student councillor ceremony
while teachers were buzy lookin up on wats goin on,i did ma 10 year series geog
ahakz...notti me
forget to do seh not lazy
i did all ma hw
physics did experiment
math,mr tan nvr come
so good
two periods did nothin except laughin wit ma fren
who dun noe me,tha gal who crack stupid jokes tat light up everyones day
once ur wit me,u cant stop laughin
i laugh till i choked coz im eatin sumtink...[serves me rite]
chem went to tha hall n play a game bout elements
then went fer recess
recess i did sumtink tat made me shy
i went to buy a drink then i thought tat ma fren were beside me
so i talk to tat person then when i turn it turned out to be tha wrong person
ahakz
paiseh sia,i ran from canteen n kept laughin non stop
haiyo drop ma water face
after recess,went ava rm to haf our eng lesson combined wit 4e n 4f
very noisy...jsu haf to bear wit it every mon after recess
then mly lesson did argumentative writin
haiyo ma mly no good
3 more mths im sittin fer O level mly paper
help me...i mus buck up
went home wit 4f peep
im thinkin bout someone
miss him
but cant help coz he haf his own gal tat he luv
wanna ceep
no homework fer me today
yeah
next week holiday
monday goin jurong island fer geog excursion
left me wit 6 days of fun
wohoo
wanna go out wit me mus make appointment 1st...hehe
1st come 1st serve basis
5:00 PM
tired sia
went there ard 5 plus
took 190 n met tha rest at cineleisure
went there quite late
after eating at Long John Silver,went to Far East
while walkin,saw many ppl tat noe
saw Richard from Phat Trex at cineleisure
Flizzie n Flip from Phlowmizzie in front of Lucky Plaza
Yasir n Khalid at...hmm i forgot
saw many twss peeps at Far East
Rudy from sec 3 wit his frens,
sec 5 chinese ppl
ex teck whye....forgot wats her name
OBS pees,mardiana n syafiq
cute couple sia
tat guy more hensem when i last saw him last July durin OBS
had fun though but im missin sumbody
cant tell
only god noes it...ahakz
make a guess and tag ma board if u noe it
didnt bought anitink
dunno wat to buy
ard 8 plus went to esplanade n chill there fer a while
gettin tired n sleepy by tha tyme we got there
i've been feelin tired since yesterday
gtg
wanna check out wat hw i have
chow chin chee
12:30 AM
frezzin when wanna take a bath
went to skool itz drizzlin
took 975 n went to skool
nobody at tha usual spot
met widya n mira while crossin tha road
wait fer tha rest of 4f gang
period start off wit geog
jus luv tis subject
discuss our ten year series
math try to concentrate but tha class was too noisy
mr james lee walk passed our class
came in n say tat 100% pass poa n 70% distinction
he wants ma class to get our skool to be top value added after seeing our EOY results last year
wants us to do better than FnN n Dnt
yeah....POA rulez
mrs soh gave us lecture bout passin science in N level
mus get a 1,2 or 3 if not dun come back
lecture us fer 1 period
chemistry study fer 25 min
She gave a quote fer us to remember......
If it is to be,
It is up to me
dun get it???
well nvm only 4G noes it
after 1 week holidays in 2 weeks time,
im gonna be attentive in class
recess went off early
gave haf of chocs n sweets to syafiqah
followed by poa n english
it rained heavily after skool
stayed in canteen fer tha rain to stop
gonna do ma english eduquest project
tmr due
damn...
i haf to do bout language policy
tats quite easy
see yall' later
7:30 PM
take 975 at interchange
met them at tha usual spot
no half day today...haiya
only once when i were in sec 1
math lesson went to IT resource rm
didnt study...ahakz joke ard
physics did sum experimant bout electricity
we were told to form our own study grp
mly lesson lecture by mr rahmat
he wants 100% distinction fer O level mly tis year
then he will treat us Seoul Garden
i dun noe if i can do it
its in 3 months tyme
damn...tyme flies so fast
after recess get back our poa test paper
i fail by a small margin coz of puttin tha wrong amt
its always carelessness n i've to go remedial on thurs
3 tymes in a row
i dun noe why i cant seem to concentrate on poa tis year
mayb coz of tha stupid seating arrangement
arrgh...gotta buck up
durin assembly,watch a play put up by out lit students
thumbs up fer them
it was good n hilarious
i understand tha story
wish i had lit in normal acad
i wanna take tat subject
but too bad...
tats all folks
tune in other tymes fer more story
ahakz...
remember to tag ma board before leaving
tanx you fer reading
gd bye
ps: tmr gonna bring lots of food to class...chocs especially wohoo
anyone wan sum jus tag on ma board n i send it over
6:23 PM
