10:53 PM
To all whu taking ur mid-year,all tha best
Study hard n pass wit Flying Colours
Especially Freakazoid n Samara 1,i noe u two can do it...yeah
5:30 PM
This is went my mood started to turn boring and frustrated.We were told to sit infront with our chairs and the ball rang because it was time to go home.I push my chair back to my place and faisal was playing around and he hit my chair.I was like "wat sia" because my book drop on the floor and he thought i was mad at him.He started saying dunno what stupid things at me angrily.Eh i know today you are not in a good mood but please don't throw tantrum at me for no reason,you are worse than a girl who is in mood swing.Went to the canteen and wait for the 4E guys because they want to go akid house play guitar.Haha,i hit a wall while talking to Samara.It was damn bored at akid house and everyone was like teasing me because of something.Yup some of you may know what it is.Now im not in a good mood dunno why,im not feelin my crazyness tat is inside me all the time.
5:45 PM
7:20 PM
Today nearly late to skool...tat 190 bus lah stupid driver,i think he's new go n drive so slow n end up in traffic jam...then he always stop further away from tha bus stop.Run n managed to get away from late coming...wohoo.Early morning sweat n smelly already =x.Had math test after skool,oh shit,think im gonna fail coz didnt revise last year work.Buck up lah,N level in how many mths tyme.I wanna cum back sec 5.Reach home ard 4 plus n get ready fer nite study at Freakazoid crib.Wow her house was superb,her room quite bigger then mine.Yessa then we study poa.Teach Samara 1 n her Trading n Profit n Loss A/c and Trial Balance.Hope they understand lars...u too better get gd grades fer mid-year,its easy to score poa.Jus haf to remember tha sequence n theory ques.Need help jus ring me up =)...then watch chinese drama at 9...dunno wat tha story about.Went home wit Samara 1 n here i am blogging...Goin to bed soon coz i haf to stay fresh fer 4 periods of mdm masagos lesson after recess....
<33 Freakazoid n Samara 1
11:20 PM
Went up fer Social Studies remedials after skool.Sumone came by at tha window ask me to come out of tha class fer awhile coz he want to tell me sumtink.I said i cant n off he go.Next ma cuzin came at tha window n ask fer ma hp no.I thought wat sia suddenly he say tat boy lyke me. *Gasp* I was shock coz i didnt expect tat he would lyke me.He always disturbs me anywhere when we bump into each other.Arrgh!! Im not ready in havin a realtionship fer now.I lyke being single,ma lyfes great without anyone controlling over me.Let's jus be frens fer now.Hope u understand ma situation....
3:20 PM
Decided to walk back to town,walk by tha roadside n on tha way to PS,2 boys vomit...i think tha rojak we eat make us feel sick.I had a headache while reachin PS.Sum had stomach problem...haiyo dun wanna eat at tat place anymore.Walk to tha bus stop wit dee*ana quickly as she needs to get home already,its bed time.My mom keeps calling me buggin me get home soon.I slept in tha bus as i was feelin sick,reach home ard 10.30...So late sia,took a shower n off to sleep....dunno if im goin out wit them again next week...
*to widya n tha rest,sorry if i didnt meet u all yesterday n i haf my own reasons fer tis...i noe i was suppose to meet u all after goin out wit them...sorry to keep u waitin
2:55 PM
im fcukin tired sia
today sleepy during class
didnt get enuf sleep
after PE,i ran away from social studies class
hide at tha level 3 toilet
did ma mly hw
after tat 3 periods of mly lesson
talk crap wit fida
recess disturb nazura
in the end,get beaten by her
she beat me at tha back lyke kena canning sia
so pain...after skool did sum cookin
ahaha....no mood sia
i was already sleepy by then
tmr goin out to town
cabut flag day
wanna sleep lah,so sleepy
Nitez...
samara dozing off...Zzzzz
9:31 PM
today im sick in tha brain
ma partner calls me "mad women"
haha,sorry lah cant help it
its good wat if im happy
u wouldn't wanna see me sad ryte?
shit,fida didnt cum siah
i haf 2 entertain tat irritatin grrl
stupid lah she,go n bring up a topic bout ma ex
eh i noe lah u lyke him,
u can haf him coz we're officially over
arrgh!!! hate her lah
stay away from me lah plz...
bohoo...
aiyo tmr got cooks badge
damn it,bring all tha stuffs fer cookin
well well,2 ppl approach me today
they need help,
told ya' tat grrl is fuckin irritating
dun believe rite....no use regreting
went out after skool
suppose to go nite study in skool
pei lin last min msg n i were damn busy buyin stuffs
so probably next week im goin
yeah im really happy these days
dunno why,dun mind me if im acting crazy
SAMARA!!!
8:35 PM
miss 5 lessons today
im sick runnin a fever
its gd to haf a rest at home
i feel gd
i noe most of ma frens are sick too
ouch,ma whole body is aching
i've been thinkin
it feels good not attach to anyone
ma mind feels clear wit no worries to think about
hey wat tha hell im talkin about
See yall' tmr in skool
i dun care if im sick
im still goin to skool
im bored stayin at home lars...
hmm...tis sat im havin Flag Day
nvm im goin out after tat coz it ended ard 5
whu wanna go out,bring me along =p
im dead bored not goin out fer 2 weeks
4:45 PM
im dead tired now
ouch,i sprain ma ankle
im lazy to go to skool tmr...
ouh ya',i forgot
later meetin "Samara" at tha window
rite Dee*ana??
haha
well went to skool in tha morning
did nothin coz i was quite sleepy n restless
cant study although we were given half day
11 plus went home quickly
took a bath n wore tha tshirt i design myself
nice not?
met tha rest n reach there ard 1 plus
join ma class
cheered fer Falcon
walk here walk there
disturb "Samara"...haha[u noe whu]
drank milo
wait fer ma event 4x100m race
im havin headache while waitin fer ma event
ard 4 plus ma event started
both teams fer red house B-Gals get 1st n 3rd placing
yeah
of course i get to bring home another bronze trophy again
haf 2 already at home plus last yr same event
prize giving ceremony take lots of picx
Falcon get Best PE House award n we get 2nd placing fer overall
was quite tired by then...went yew tee n eat
then reach home ard 8 plus
tmr half day
better give us a day off rite
i was freakin tired
dunno if im goin skool tmr
haha,lazy lah
ma legs n body aching
now chattin wit "Samara" gdfren [dee*ana]
hehe
funny lah she
burp at me at tha stadium
haha....same wit me lyke to burp
go n take a snap shot of me sumore
Gotta bounce now
im dead tired
btw ma lyfe had been great
im gettin crazier
9:40 PM
haha
havent eaten
im hungry
nobody's home
thought of goin to town
but its raining cats n dogs
jus stay at home n sleep
tat'll be good
4:15 PM
1st we haf PE...
then ss in resouce rm
mly class was fun
didnt do aniting
jus listen n do our own things
she told us bout tha KL Trip
wat to do
wat not to wear
wat tyme mus cum
then durin tha free time,
i capture sum picx n video using ma hp
play back tha video n it turned out to be hilarious
ahakz...
recess tyme,
all of them didnt go fer recess except me n fida
tat guy join us
hate him sia
talk so much only
then went to toilet
saw dee*ana n zafirah
disturb yan by callin her "Samara"
hehe
cme teacher didnt cum
so mdm masagos take over
she was gonna collect our books n files fer checkin
i didnt file in most of ma worksheets
run all over class to find a space fer me to sit n punch holes ma worksheet
at last i did it
yeah
then help carry tha books to tha staff rm
quite heavy sia
take tha lift n it stop at level 2
run down quickly coz it was quite heavy
after tat went fer guides
ms lee was in a good mood
at nite...
went to pasar mlm wit tha usual ppl except widya
walk2
quite long ar
then so boring
bought sum food n sit at a spot near plaza
laugh laugh till i choked
serves u rite iqah!
then went home n sleep coz tmr i haf to go to skool
11:58 PM
happy bday to you...
happy bday to zafirah...
Happy Bday to you!!
Hey sis,
jus wanna wish ya a happy bday....
15 years oleidi...
hope u'll lead a better lyfe....
stay freaky always =p
keep tat sweet smile u haf...
3:52 PM
tra la la la...
dun mind me,im jus crazy...
Wokey,
yesterday,accompany tha 4F ppl to make class tshirt
black is their colour,quite nice lah tha design
fer ma class,its gonna be purple colour
i noe wat to design but lazy to start...
kwang3
today im acting crazy
keep disturbin both ma partners sittin beside me
they say im mad since i've a haircut...haha
no hw fer today...yeah
got ma march result slip back
OMG...im goin ite
bohoo....i dun wanna go ite leh
i wanna go sec 5
i only fail social studies
but most of tha subjects i get C5 especially com. science
cant believe i get C5 fer ma mly...
haha
n im takin tha O level paper next mth
gee...ma mly so bad
i tell maself tat if i get 9 or 10 pts,
i will not be comin back next year
yeah
we gonna haf nite tour
dunno when lah
but its gonna be fun...
shit
i havent bought anitink fer tha bday grrl
its her bday in 2 days tyme
gonna search fer sumtink tmr if im not bz
Bouncing of fer now...
9:33 PM
i've hurt sum of u
jus a misunderstandin only
didnt intend to hurt u
i really haf no mood to joke
im on hiatus
mood swings sumtymes
so...
plz understand
its not tat i dun wanna joke wit ya'
wrong tyme fer jokes
*xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx*
k enuf of tat....
didnt go anywhere today
bcoz its lyke every sat went to town
go night market only
sum of them went out n watch samara
im gonna watch it next tyme
Dee*ana told me not to watch it coz its too scary
hehe
chat wit her fer a while jus now
well did ma hw
wash ma skool shoe
iron ma skool uniform
tats about it
tmr goin open house
gonna haf a hell of fun wit ma cuzins
*wanna go town next sat n buy ma stuffs*
9:11 PM
yeehaa....
gathered in tha hall fer sum briefing
then a short break were given
went off ard 9 a.m
walk to blk 1 n 2
me,hafiz,fana n linda were assign to do level 2-5
sum house there were dogs
1 level they was a cat sleepin at tha shoe rack
haha
funny sia knocked on ppl door
managed to get only 2 plastic bags of newspaper
wait fer tha rest to gathered
mr tan told us to bring tha newspaper to blk 4
on tha way there,
drop sum newspaper along tha road
told them it was to heavy fer me
but they insist to put on more newspaper
quite tiring
joke ard wit ma group members
OM came wit sum teachers
took class photo twice
then came tha lorry
loaded tha newspaper in n off we go
met tha 4F peeps at nazura void deck
went to her crib to use tha toilet
urgent matter *winks*
then went to bukit gombak
haf a haircut
then went to westmall
ate KFC
walk2
separated wit them
follow mira to her granny crib at Ghim Moh
waited n waited til 4 plus
her aunt gives us food n i kept eating even though im full
took money from her grandma then off we went home
slept till 8 coz i was freking tired
not goin out tmr
gotta haf a rest
do ma hw
*see ma new haircut on monday*
7:54 PM
im not okay
u may see me laughin,smilin,joke ard wit ma frens
but deep inside,
there's sumtink missin
i dunno wat it is
im always feelin down
sumtinks not rite wit me
really
im not bluffin u guys whu read tis
no one noes how i feel
it hurts me deep inside
i'l try to look normal coz i dun wanna ppl to ask me wats wrong wit me
i dun wanna bother anyone anymore
let me solve tis myself even if it hurts me alot
im all stressed up rite now
promise it will not affect ma studies
told ya i turn over a new leaf
nowadays i completed ma hw
ma grades keep improvin lil by lil
paid attention in class
haf a target fer ma best 3 subjects points
ppl kept pressuring me to cum back to sec 5 next year
i'll try
im dead tired
it would be nice if i close ma eyes
n would nvr woke up again
ppl would be happy w/o me
their lyfe would be perfect
5:50 PM
miss me not??
i noe sum of u miss ma story rite??
dun bluff me
haha
ape je eh
sorry guys,i've not updating fer a week
wat?? cant believe it man
wanna noe why i didnt update???
im not feelin too good till now
probs keep goin in n outta ma head
gives me a headache
feelin down too tis dayz
haiz...i miss those dayz where im happy
dun need to think bout anitink
stressed up
gonna sum up wat i did tis week fer tha sake of those whu miss ma entries....
sorry to keep u waitin
*Monday*
alamak i forgot wat i did on monday
wait let me think again....hmm
cant remember
lets move on....
*Tuesday*
also cant remember a think
but durin contact tyme
discuss bout class tshirt n house tshirt
assembly talk kinda gross to see those picx bout eyes
then wait fer tha widya,sakina n fida 2 finish their research in skool
ended up went home alone coz they forget bout me in tha library
slept in tha library fer 30 mins
haha...tired leh
*Wednesday*
i had a bad headache in class
ppl kept askin me to go sick bay
but i refused coz i noe its to boring there
someone gave me a panadol
felt a lil bit better
after skool there's guide meetin
at nite
ma ex msg me say tat he still luvs me
stupart lah he
if he nvr breaks wit me,gonna be 4 years tis year
same skool some more
nvm its over
i dunno if i still lykes him
always sees him in during NCC n recess
*Thursday*
dunno wat i did in skool
ouh ya i ran away from 100m heats
hehe
no hope to get at least 3rd coz hockey n netball girls too fast fer me
nvm at least i've 4x100m
*Friday*
2.4 fer PE
did quite badly but managed to get before 18 mins
dunno why
had a headache after tat
mly class boring
did test paper
joke ard wit fida
went recess
treat her chicken chop
then i get back ma quiksilver bag
yeah yeah
miss ma back
tat guy lah stupart
gonna treat them movies tmr
after skool went fer guides
did knots n lashing
quite dry lah tha meeting
boring
then wait wit syafiqah fer fairuz
saw him[ma ex] alot of tymes
he walk here walk there
arrgh forget bout it
tats all fer tis week
Today
went town ard 2 plus
on tha way there saw him again
hmm...
watch swing girls
bout japenese girls
funny lah
sakina n fida didnt come
1st stop to mkn at Far East
pay up fer them then saw tha Phlowmizzie guys n Tha Prinze
quite full
walk to Ngee Ann take picx
see them in ma album
then off to cineleisure
movie bout two hours
quite worth it lah fer me to treat them
then went esplanade
widya emo when we reach there
naz n mira solve her probs
im didnt want to coz im feelin down
i dunno why
wats wrong wit me???
hate it
went off after tat
they went clementi to buy food
n i went home alone....
*note....
times are bad fer me nowadays
im having headaches all tha tymes
probs kept comin in n out
friends cant be trusted too much
family too busy wit their own things
wat a horrible week i haf
*sakina n fida,treat u two next tyme
*sis,i msg u if u wanna cum wit us today but u didnt reply
tell me when ur free
gtg now
im having headaches
11:45 PM
